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Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Why Oh Why Must It Be You?

'Friends are angels without wings'
I believed this phrase with my heart till today...


I was speechless. Shocked.
I don understand why must you do this.
You said you hate betrayers, Backstabbers, Liars then why mus you be one?
I don understand.
Why oh why you?
Do you have any idea how much you meant to me?
Do you have the least idea that one word you said can change alot of things?
Do you noe what?
I trusted you.
I trusted you even though i barely known you for a year.
I trusted you even though you lied to before.
You know i hate liars!
But why do you still...
I trusted you even though you betrayed me before.
I trusted you even though you had caused me so much pain.
I trusted you even though you hurt me when you said things.
I trusted you so much.
But why must you do this?
Why?
Why?
There are so many unanswered question.
Why?
Why must you do this?
What have i done to you?
I trusted you..
I believed you..
I have faith in you..
I will do whatever you want me to..
But in the end?
I got hurt.
Why muz i be the last person to noe?
I noe you don like me when im rude but
I didnt noe that it will go to the extend of hate.
Hate is a big word.
So big that im not able to carry the weight.
So big that it made me felt hopeless.
So big that it made me fell useless.
So big that it made me wna cry.
Its too heavy.
I cant take it.
Do you noe that it hurted me so much when i got the info from someone else but not you?
Do you noe how much pain you had inflicted on me?
Do you noe?
Do you?
Do you?
No, you dont!
You never will.
Never.
Sometimes i really dont get you.
You so good sometimes, but the next second?
You're bad.
What happened?
I thought we were friends?
Closed friends?

Now im not sure anymore.
it has been too much pain.
I dont want to caused my heart to ache anymore.
Im tired.
Really tired.
Tired of getting hurt, hurt by you.
I cried.
I dont think you cared.

It really hurts.
Hurts like damn fucking hell.



' Friends are angels without wings '
Do i still believe in it?
I don know anymore.
I don even noe whether i believed in frienship anymore.
I dont noe anymore.

You were so important to me.
Do you noe?