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I dont know whats going on .
I hope i'm thinking too much .

ROD was fun but i didnt take any pics w my phone , its too dark , cant be seen anyway . I had a great time jumping here and there . I dont think i will blog for a long time now , i rly find no interest in blogging . :(

Anyway , my results were like shit and i'm rly disappointed w myself for being sucha a slacker .

I found out i have sucha a pathetic life .

I found out that i was sucha a loser .

Why must the same thing repeat itself again ? i really dont like this feeling .

Maybe its just me ? Or issit not ? I dont dare to ask , i'm not sure whether if i really wanted to know . I'm afraid that i will get hurt again and again . I dont want to . I really dont . I just hope things could get back to what it used to be .

Okay , i can be reckless at times bbut i dont rly mean iit . And yea , i know actions speaks louder than words , soomethings cant be undone . I cant do annything abt that , i'm just veh sorry .

Sometimes i rly hate myself , no , its all the time .